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Resignation

Posted: October 20, 2017 in Uncategorized

You gave me everything I asked for

You were there for me when you could

You heard me out when I asked

You held me together when I was falling apart

You continously talked me out of crying

And in just a night, with several messages, I pushed you to the wall

Again.

Am very tired. Of anxiety. Thats embedded itself in me.

So I write two words that I desperately asked for

All the 1000 words I have flowing in my mind through to my heart will have to stay

Or maybe they can fit in those two words

When you find the message, maybe you will feel my desparation

Maybe you will know its my resignation

My sad resignation
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Years ago

Posted: October 20, 2017 in Dreams, Memories, Uncategorized

I dreamt of many things, maybe three

I dreamt of being the best mother in the world, supermom

I dreamt of being the best wife in the world, superwife

I dreamt of endless happiness, supermom and superwife..obviously

I dreamt for a long time.

I was young. I was whole.

I am older. I am broken

I don’t dream anymore.

My perfect

Posted: April 26, 2016 in Uncategorized
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You are kissing on my neck
I hear you take deep breaths filled  with my scent
There is something about your warm hugs from the back
Its the need I feel at the pit of my stomach
The world that ceases to exist
When everything of mine starts to revolve around you
How do you have such a perfect laugh
And a beautiful mind
The way I want you around me
Is the reason I keep dreaming
Of the kisses on my neck and the hugs from the back
The deep scent breaths and the day you will finally
Let your lips touch mine

Prayer

Posted: September 8, 2014 in Uncategorized

Pray. Just pray.

Pray,to know God.
Not just to get things from Him.

Learn too.

Nada

Posted: September 8, 2014 in Uncategorized

The eyes looking disappeared.
To a place I went. Unforgotten. Untold.
Magic.
It was new. Familiar.
Close,where held. Memory.
Am flying happy. Laughing.
Cheated maybe.
Life in my creations.
Almost clicked.

Memory in the shadow.